Lots of love for the rapper as he checks himself into rehab.
Since signing to Kanye West’s record label in 2008, Kid Cudi has become one of the most popular rappers around with five solo album to date along with a string of hits, the most famous being Day & Night and Pursuit of Happiness.
In a very heartfelt and emotional post to his Facebook page, the rapper has bravely talked about his battles with anxiety and depression.
In the post he explained:
“Its been difficult for me to find the words to what Im about to share with you because I feel ashamed. Ashamed to be a leader and hero to so many while admitting I’ve been living a lie. It took me a while to get to this place of commitment, but it is something I have to do for myself, my family, my best friend/daughter and all of you, my fans.
Yesterday I checked myself into rehab for depression and suicidal urges.
I am not at peace. I haven’t been since you’ve known me. If I didn’t come here, I wouldve done something to myself. I simply am a damaged human swimming in a pool of emotions everyday of my life. Theres a ragin violent storm inside of my heart at all times.
Idk what peace feels like. Idk how to relax. My anxiety and depression have ruled my life for as long as I can remember and I never leave the house because of it. I cant make new friends because of it. I dont trust anyone because of it and Im tired of being held back in my life. I deserve to have peace.
I deserve to be happy and smiling. Why not me? I guess I give so much of myself to others I forgot that I need to show myself some love too. I think I never really knew how. Im scared, im sad, I feel like I let a lot of people down and again, Im sorry. Its time I fix me. Im nervous but ima get through this.
I wont be around to promote much, but the good folks at Republic and my manager Dennis will inform you about upcoming releases. The music videos, album release date etc. The album is still on the way. Promise. I wanted to square away all the business before I got here so I could focus on my recovery.
If all goes well ill be out in time for Complexcon and ill be lookin forward to seeing you all there for high fives and hugs.
Love and light to everyone who has love for me and I am sorry if I let anyone down. I really am sorry. Ill be back, stronger, better. Reborn. I feel like shit, I feel so ashamed. Im sorry.I love you,
Scott Mescudi”
Since posting that message, Kid Cudi has received a host of well wishes and accolades. There’s an overriding sense that having such a high profile musician openly talking about his mental health will encourage others to do the same.
This is incredibly brave. I think so many people will appreciate him sharing his truth, and the depth of it as well. #KidCudi #MentalHealth https://t.co/UV9V151ZVD
— Sophia Bush (@SophiaBush) October 5, 2016
https://twitter.com/SaraJBenincasa/status/783702985427660801
Thank you @KidCudi for your strength. Thank you for reminding us that we aren't alone in this mental/emotional/physical fight for peace.
— Amarie Gipson (@amariecemone) October 5, 2016
https://twitter.com/YoPhoebs/status/783628476414824448
My heart goes out to @KidCudi. Most people don't realize how much depression can affect your life. Stay strong and keep fighting 🙏🏾
— Alfredo Flores (@AlfredoFlores) October 5, 2016
Thinking of @KidCudi tonight and his brave message about his depression. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
— Tegan and Sara (@teganandsara) October 5, 2016
The fact Kid Cudi is having to apologize for seeking help shows how terrible our views on mental health issues are. His actions are brave.
— … (@AintNoJigga) October 5, 2016
❤️💪🏻 @KidCudi speaking out and letting the world see your humanity is inspiring- always got your back my dude…
— pw (@petewentz) October 5, 2016
for kid cudi to apologize for going through depression & seeking help says a lot about how we view mental health
— Ho, why is you here ? 🧛🏽♀️ (@moeelizabethh) October 5, 2016
Kid Cudi has given us so much from his dark place. So much beauty of sound has come from his shadowed reality. It's a twisted irony.
— Letty Peniche (@Letty) October 5, 2016
Wishing you the best @KidCudi … sending love & positivity your way. 🙏🏼💚
— Victoria Justice (@VictoriaJustice) October 5, 2016
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